I am back !
I havent written in here for two days now because Ive been feeling so down and I dont want you all to think I am to negative! Now I feel a little better thanks to my family and my dear friend Mariana that came and helped us today. I think I need it to be spring soon. I saw some grass today and felt some hope and inspiration coming back. It is hard when you have been trying to handle so much stress during so long time without any breaks or any chance to process what you been through. Thats why I fall down some times. Its time for me to get a psychologist now, its time to process and move on. Try to live now and not in the past. It is bloody hard! But it has to be done.
I got my anniversery gift today! I love it so much! Its a bracelet from Thomas Sabo, with a charm, a colorful flower, the flower stands for my love for flowers and the colors stands for how my style was when Paul and I met. Hes the sweetest man ever <3 I cant wait to get more charms :D
I got my anniversery gift today! I love it so much! Its a bracelet from Thomas Sabo, with a charm, a colorful flower, the flower stands for my love for flowers and the colors stands for how my style was when Paul and I met. Hes the sweetest man ever <3 I cant wait to get more charms :D
This is the charm that he gave me <3
Hoping for a better day tomorrow
We are soo extremly tired today, we have been resting the whole day. I cried a little before because I feel so useless, I feel like that when I have no energy and everything is chaos. Paul and I talked about next week and made a plan for it. It is hard though, because I always want to do to much and then I burn myself out and Paul cant clean unless hes alone. He gets to stressed otherwise. So I start on Monday and then we see how far I come. On Tuesday I will sleep and Paul clean and so on. Hopefully we will get the result that we both want. Im going to turn off the computer now and just relax, maybe I will play some Mario on the Wii. Hopefully we will feel better tomorrow. Hope everyone will have a great evening!
Dont play with your food!
Its much fun to play with raisins!
Testing
Just testing a thing!
Calm down!! Get new energy!!
What a bad day I had yesterday! I was sooo stressed over stupid things, Im just going to rest today and not care about anything.You need to relax after a day like yesterday because the stress and the panic attacks drains all your energy. Paul was stressed aswell so we need to calm down. Ive decided to start with the appartment on Monday when James is in day care, then we can clean and organize in peace and spend the afternoon with him and do something fun. A friend might come over and help us to. I made a list over things that I/we need to do, a very loooong list. So we will start on that on Monday aswell, hopefully we will be finished in the end of next week! Would be wonderful, then we can concentrate on doing fun and relaxing things like going for walks etc. We really need that, this cold was awful and we havent done anything fun for 10 days or so. Hope you all have a nice day!
Do you feel stressed or tired? Try these shower soaps from Palmolive, they are really good! Use the purple one if you are stressed and the yellow one if you need to get energy!
Perfect cure for hangover!
Scrambled eggs and bacon is perfect for an Saturday morning, right?
You need
3 eggs
butter
milk
salt and pepper
3 slices bacon
Put the butter in a saucepin, ad the eggs and a little milk and salt and pepper. Stir until its nice and dry.Fry the bacon in a frying pan.
3 eggs
butter
milk
salt and pepper
3 slices bacon
Put the butter in a saucepin, ad the eggs and a little milk and salt and pepper. Stir until its nice and dry.Fry the bacon in a frying pan.
Enjoy!
Monkey lookalike 7
Please make me disapear
Do you think I got anything done today? No I didnt because I panicked. I stod in the kitchen and felt like I wanted to disapear. I cant handle this, its to messy every where. I dont know where to start, when I did start I just felt like there was no point. It never stays clean for longer than ten minuts anyway. I hate this, I feel totally useless and deppressed. I just want to have a normal tidy home and not live in a shithole. O my god she cant even tidy?! I bet you all think that now... No I cant! Some days I dont function at all and I just want to hide and push away all the things I have to do, Its just to much!
Bacon omelette (LCHF)
Bacon omelette
1 port
4 eggs
3 slices bacon
3 mushrooms
Peppers
Red onion
Grated cheese
Pepper
Krack the eggs into a bowl and add all the other ingredients (sliced and diced) into the bowl aswell, season with pepper. Put butter in a frying pan and fry the mixture on low heat for 15-20 min, when its almost finished ad the cheese.
4 eggs
3 slices bacon
3 mushrooms
Peppers
Red onion
Grated cheese
Pepper
Krack the eggs into a bowl and add all the other ingredients (sliced and diced) into the bowl aswell, season with pepper. Put butter in a frying pan and fry the mixture on low heat for 15-20 min, when its almost finished ad the cheese.
Enjoy it as it is or serve with salad.
Yes its smashed, our frying pan is crap! But I do prefer it like this though!
Yes its smashed, our frying pan is crap! But I do prefer it like this though!
Brushing teeth
It is very important to brush your theeth... But not with mummys tooth brush please :P
Hello Kitty!
I love Hello Kitty and I think that this bouquet was a funny idea!
(no its not made by me)
(no its not made by me)
Breakast (LCHF)
Today Im having blueberries and raspberries, with yoghurt (10% fat) and a little double cream.
James is eating välling in the sofa :)
Good morning!
Good morning!
James pulls my hair as often as he can! It hurts! How can I make him stop?
Today were going to tidy in the kitchen and put James bed togheter, exiting huh?
Chicken salad a la Mr.Spock (LCHF)
Chicken salad a la Mr. Spock
You need:
Chicken
Bacon
Eggs (boiled)
Lettuce
Red onion
Cherry tomatoes
Peppers
Cucumber
Mix it all togheter and serve with mayo, ENJOY!
Chicken
Bacon
Eggs (boiled)
Lettuce
Red onion
Cherry tomatoes
Peppers
Cucumber
Mix it all togheter and serve with mayo, ENJOY!
Backaplan
Paul needed underwear, I needed mascara so we went to Backaplan, our dear and lovely little bunny Mariana came along aswell :)
We love shopping xD
Mariana escaped!
We love shopping xD
Mariana escaped!
Todays monkey outfit
Cool in jeans and red socks. Yes we are singing! If you are happy and you know it clap your hands lalalalalala!
Monkeys loves bacon muffins!
James thought that this was an awesome brunch!
By the way, he eats on his own now! No more feeding. Good chimpans!
You find the recepie in the LCHF kategory!
By the way, he eats on his own now! No more feeding. Good chimpans!
You find the recepie in the LCHF kategory!
messy
Im going to explode soon, thats how I feel right now. Im so enoyed with myself. Paul got up with James today so that I could have one hour rest, nice. I did actually feel a little more rested, maybe my cold is getting better? We started to talk about our plans for the day and decided to go to Backaplan to buy some things that we need. Paul wanted to know when were going, I felt the stress starting to numb my shoulders.... I mean come on! I feel that I have so much pressure on me so I cant even deal with a question like that. Its extremly enoying. We agreed on going at 13.00. Im trying to calm myself down now, I dont want to be stressed and get a panickattack the first in the morning. Paul went back to bed, hes manic, has been the last couple day because we havent slept well, so he needs rest, rest and more rest.
Im sitting here in my messy kitchen, smelling my bacon muffins thats cooking in the oven, trying to find thoose positive thoughts that I need to find to get some energy to deal with this day. Its so hard to find energy when youre in the middle of a chaos. You know the feeling that youve got when you been out partying the whole night and then have to go to work the day after, you are tired, your brain doesnt work, your body ache a bit and you feel sick. Thats how I feel, almost everyday, just because I have to much pressure on me and theres no way out and no one that wants to help.
I do feel a little calmer now... It does help to write about it. Thank you for listening. Maybe this will turn out to be a great day, who knows?
I need to sit down and make a what to do list. It helps to keep the stress away, then I do 3 things on that list a day. Good plan.
Im sitting here in my messy kitchen, smelling my bacon muffins thats cooking in the oven, trying to find thoose positive thoughts that I need to find to get some energy to deal with this day. Its so hard to find energy when youre in the middle of a chaos. You know the feeling that youve got when you been out partying the whole night and then have to go to work the day after, you are tired, your brain doesnt work, your body ache a bit and you feel sick. Thats how I feel, almost everyday, just because I have to much pressure on me and theres no way out and no one that wants to help.
I do feel a little calmer now... It does help to write about it. Thank you for listening. Maybe this will turn out to be a great day, who knows?
I need to sit down and make a what to do list. It helps to keep the stress away, then I do 3 things on that list a day. Good plan.
Secret gift :D
I made Paul his favourite cookies as a gift today, he has a secret gift for me, but its not here yet... Im so exited :D
Will show what he got me on the blogg when it arrives!
Yes they are so jummy those cookies! But I didnt even taste the dough when I made them! Im very proud of myself!
Yes they are so jummy those cookies! But I didnt even taste the dough when I made them! Im very proud of myself!
Extreme makeover
Next thursday its time for me to get an extreme makeover, I will tell you more about it when its done. I really need it as you all know from my pictures. I havent used mascara for... Well I cant remember last time actually, I dont even have one! I gave up makeup a little time before Paul went in to hospital in August, I was crying at least 5 times a day so... No point with makeup!? Our life has been extremly hard until now when things starts to go our way again( its still very hard though, but in a different way). Dont think I have cried for at least a week, cant remember... Which is a good sign!
So, yes now its time for me to get a nice haircut and some new makeup so that I can be in the pictures to (without scareing anyone!) :D
This is a nice pic of me and James before the big breakdown, dont we look amazing?
So, yes now its time for me to get a nice haircut and some new makeup so that I can be in the pictures to (without scareing anyone!) :D
This is a nice pic of me and James before the big breakdown, dont we look amazing?
Monkey lookalike 6
Oat cookies
My special oatcookies with raisins and red cherries.
This is my gift to Paul today on our day.
Ingredients:
250 butter
3.5 dl brown sugar
2 eggs
1 tsk vanilla sugar
4.5 dl flour
1 teaspoon baking soda
1 teaspoon cinamon
1 halv teaspoon salt
7,5 dl oats
raisins
cherries
Preheat oven to (175°C).
In a large bowl, cream together the butter, brown sugar, egg and vanilla until smooth.
In a separate bowl, whisk the flour, baking soda, cinnamon and salt together.
Stir this into the butter/sugar mixture. Stir in the oats, raisins and cherries.
Now take some dough and roll it in your hand and then press your
hands togheter until the cookie is about 1 cm fat. Put the cookies on some
baking sheet and before baking them put them in your freezer for an hour,
this will make them more chewy.
Bake them for 10 to 12 minutes (your baking time will vary, depending on your
oven and how cold the cookies were going in), taking them out when golden at the edges but still a little undercooked-looking on top.
Let them sit on the hot baking sheet for five minutes before transferring them to a rack to cool.
ENJOY!!
Our day
Today its three years ago Paul and I met. We have our old boss to thank for that! We worked in the same pub, in Chiswick, England. Paul worked as a chef and I was ofcourse the sexy barmaid ;)
We stayed in the pub after closing and had drinks with our boss, weird really, dont think we spoken to each other before that ( me and Paul). We where so drunk and he told me that he wanted 3 children and that he was going to tattoo their names on his body, one on each arm and one across the chest. Ok ?! :D
We danced all night (Paul wasnt dancing he was bouncing) and then he kissed me. We fell asleep in a sofa in our bosses flat and when we woke up in the morning we went straight to work. After work I went up to the kitchen and asked him out for a date which he accepted. I was sooo happy, ran home and got all dressed up, called my girlfriends for advice and covered myself in make up.
I remember that Paul talked the whole date and I didnt understand a thing that he said beacuse I was so tired. Just smile I thought for myself. He had beautiful eyes and I just fell in love right there. I felt like I new him, but I didnt have a clue about who he was, I couldnt even understand him! We had some drinks and lots of cigaretts and then he walked me to the bus and kissed me good night, like a real gentleman.
This is where we met
We stayed in the pub after closing and had drinks with our boss, weird really, dont think we spoken to each other before that ( me and Paul). We where so drunk and he told me that he wanted 3 children and that he was going to tattoo their names on his body, one on each arm and one across the chest. Ok ?! :D
We danced all night (Paul wasnt dancing he was bouncing) and then he kissed me. We fell asleep in a sofa in our bosses flat and when we woke up in the morning we went straight to work. After work I went up to the kitchen and asked him out for a date which he accepted. I was sooo happy, ran home and got all dressed up, called my girlfriends for advice and covered myself in make up.
I remember that Paul talked the whole date and I didnt understand a thing that he said beacuse I was so tired. Just smile I thought for myself. He had beautiful eyes and I just fell in love right there. I felt like I new him, but I didnt have a clue about who he was, I couldnt even understand him! We had some drinks and lots of cigaretts and then he walked me to the bus and kissed me good night, like a real gentleman.
This is where we met
Happiness
I just watched a program about happiness on SVT
http://svt.se/2.149217/jakten_pa_lyckan
http://svt.se/2.149217/jakten_pa_lyckan
It made me start thinking about how happy I am. When it comes to love Im very happy, I know that I have found my special one and I feel butterlies in my stomache almost everyday. I feel so safe and loved, like nothing can break us, the strong, but yet so fragile team that we have become after all that we been through since we met. When we where hugging in bed earlier we talked about that its amazing how we can spend almost all our time togheter and still always have something to talk about. I think it is because we always want more from life? I dont know, Im just so happy that I got my Paul, we think that it was someone that brought us togheter, we needed each other to find happiness.
James makes me so happy and proud everyday. Hes the most amazing little person and hes always smileing. Cant describe the love I feel towards him, its to strong.
I made a happiness test on the website, my results was 55 %, not to bad. As I said before I am halfway there, when I will be able to work and when our everyday life is functioning I will be as happy as I can be.
How happy are you? What can you do to be more happy?
Writing
James loves to write, he wants to do everything that we do so we have to be careful so we dont teach him something stupid! As you can see in the pictures he writes with his left hand, will he become an artist maybe?He can be what ever he wants to be as long as it makes him happy.
Would be cool if he played in Champions leauge in the future though :P
class reunion
I got an invitation to my high school class reunion today. O my good I am so old now!!! Cant believe that its 10 years ago I finished. Wierd, in some way it feels like it was a 100 years ago. I dont know if I want to go, I dont speak to anyone of my old class mates, not even on Facebook really. Why should I dress up and pay money to sit with people that doesnt care about me or wants to hang out with me? I mean, if they wanted to se me, Im just one click away on Facebook. Am I to negative? Does people want me there? Well go on and tell me that you do and I will come.
Can you find me in the picture?
Mushroom soup (LCHF)
I love this mushroom soup! And its so easy to make!
2 portions
You need:
Butter to fry in
About 1/2 kilo mushrooms
1 white onion
1 cube mushroom stock
5 dl water
2 dl double cream
Salt and pepper
Peel and cut the onion in smal pieces and fry it with the butter in a pan.
Cut the mushrooms in four and put them in the pan with the onions.
Season.
Add the stock and then pore the water over it, let it boil for 15 min.
Now blend it, blend it more if you want a smooth soup.
Add the double cream and let it boil for 1 min.
Enjoy!
Todays monkey outfit
Cool in jeans!
No rest...
I need some sleep now, cant remember last time I got a some proper rest. Usually I try to rest when James in day care, but I cant fall a sleep, theres other things that I need or want to do during that time. James is sleeping in our bed at the moment. Have to get him to sleep in his own now, hopefully we will get better rest then. I dont have the energy to run to his room a million times a night though ( Paul doesnt wake up because of his sleeping pill). But you dont get much for free in this world, so I just have to do it. I WANT SOME SLEEP PLEASE!!
Silly man!
Paul is soooo wonderful, he always makes me smile by doing silly things. OOOO I love you so much my crazy man!
Ye I think he ate the fry after he put it in his nose, and no its not a cat he has in his face.... Its his beard <3
Ye I think he ate the fry after he put it in his nose, and no its not a cat he has in his face.... Its his beard <3
Help!
I need an extreme makeover!
No sleep for a week, cold from hell and pizza skin thats my secrets, if you like this look I mean.
No sleep for a week, cold from hell and pizza skin thats my secrets, if you like this look I mean.
Love
My friend Sanna wrote on her Facebook status that she got reminded about that people that you love can get sick or disapear. So we should all try to remember that and tell people how much we love them, maybe it will be to late tomorrow...
Thanks Sanna for reminding us <3
Paul told me like this a couple of minuts ago :)
Mr. Spock: Honey?! Can you come here, I have something very important to tell you.
Superwoman: Sure, whats that?
Mr. Spock: I love you very much.
Superwoman : :D
Thanks Sanna for reminding us <3
Paul told me like this a couple of minuts ago :)
Mr. Spock: Honey?! Can you come here, I have something very important to tell you.
Superwoman: Sure, whats that?
Mr. Spock: I love you very much.
Superwoman : :D
Todays monkey outfit
The little monster :D
James and Paul
It was a very foggy and cold day today, perfect for a hot cup of tea!
This is in front of our house :)
This is in front of our house :)
Pauls school
We went to Pauls future school and met a woman called Katarina. She was very nice and understanding. Most of the people in this school comes from countries with war and are tramatised. They cant learn Swedish as fast as others because of that. Paul is the opposite to that, but he do need to be in a small group and just have one teacher, so as long as they give him extra work it will be fine. We will find out on Wednesday when he can start.
Monday morning
Im sorry that the blogg is a bit borring now, but we are sooo sick at the moment and we doesnt get any sleep, soon it will get better again!! James tries to keep the appartment tidy as always, hes running around with the hoover, sponge and bottle almost all the time :) Me and Paul get lots of food aswell that he cooks on his play stove and then feeds us with, so dont worry :D I just ordered a chicken soup! He is amazing our little chimpans <3
We are going for a meeting today about Pauls school. Hes going to study in a small class (10- 12 students) and today we will find out more an talk about what kind of help he needs to be relaxed and to be able to focus on his swedish. It all sounds pretty hopeful. More about this later!
We are going for a meeting today about Pauls school. Hes going to study in a small class (10- 12 students) and today we will find out more an talk about what kind of help he needs to be relaxed and to be able to focus on his swedish. It all sounds pretty hopeful. More about this later!
Egg and Bacon muffins
These muffins are perfect for breakfast, lunch and to take with you out.
Egg and bacon muffins
12 port
Ingredients:
10 eggs
1 dl double cream (vispgrädde)
2 dl cheese (grated) (riven)
10 bacon slices
pepper
(no salt is needed)
Put the eggs, cream and cheese togheter in a bowl.
Cut the bacon in small pieces an fry it in a pan.
Ad the bacon to the egg mixture and also ad some pepper.
Pour the mixture into 12 big muffin forms (use double forms on each muffin).
Bake for 20 min in the owen in 175 degrees.
ENJOY!!
I am a good girl!
Im still a good girl, I havent eaten anything that Im not aloud! I am very proud of myself! The secret is to go 2 times a month to the food shop and buy everything that you need, then you dont buy sweets and other things you dont need! I already feel better and Im not hungry all the time, dont miss sugar at all right now. Tonight were going to eat English roast dinner. Lovely! Chicken, broccoli and gravy for me. The guys ( Paul and our friend Steve) gets corn and roasted potatoes aswell and beer ofcourse if they want it. The thing that I love the most about LCHF is that you never get over full and bloated after a meal, just not hungry. Its very nice! Next step for me now is to start exercising (have a bad cold right now) so next Monday I will try to do that. I think that I will start with walks 30-60 mins a day and then ad som muscle training the week after that.I have to take it easy because my body and mind is already so exhausted so I dont want to put to much pressure on myself, have enough already!
Todays monkey outfit
Nice and confy for a calm day at home
Monkey lookalike 5
Fairytale
Sometimes, well most of the time I pretend that I live in a fairytale, I do believe that everything will be exactly like I want it to be one day ( i am half way there already). I will work in my friend Pernillas future flower shop, have beautiful skin ( all the stress that I have in my life right now gives me pizza skin), afford to have a cleaner, not be an emotional over eater, work out 4 times a week, Paul will be rehabilitated and feel ok and so on. Am I a weirdo? Yes! But this really helps me on a bad day and it helps me to keep on fighting for what I believe in and to get me what I want.
And no... I dont believe that I am Cinderella and that mice makes dresses. But I do believe that if you just believe in what you want and that you will get it , there will be an happy ending...
And no... I dont believe that I am Cinderella and that mice makes dresses. But I do believe that if you just believe in what you want and that you will get it , there will be an happy ending...
Zyx
I am starting to feel a little, little better now. Went to the Pharmacy yesterday and bought some tablets for my throat, Zyx. They saved my life xD They ease the pain and you dont feel as swollen for some time, perfect to take before a meal for example.
LCHF
As I have told you before I am now eating after the LCHF ( LowCarbsHighFat) diet. It really works for me. When ever I feel down or paniked I want to eat huge amounts of sugary things. Not good. So I need to stop eating sugar, its the only thing that works for me, the sugar junkie.This diet allows me to be full and eat healty and keeps my blod sugar on the same level all the time so I dont feel hunger. Test it!
I will publish some recipies now and then and if you have any questions, just ask!!
On monday my aunt and uncle going to start eating after this diet aswell, I will post our weekly results on the blogg!
I will publish some recipies now and then and if you have any questions, just ask!!
On monday my aunt and uncle going to start eating after this diet aswell, I will post our weekly results on the blogg!
Todays monkey outfit
Cute and confy in a cowboy tshirt
:(
I have a BAD throat infection or something. My throat is so swollen that I almost cant swallow my tea because its to painful, but thats not the worst thing about it. When I was 11 years old my sister died from a murder bacteria in her throat, me and my brothers watched mum and dad trying to save her in the hallway. The sounds, watching mum pulling out mucus from my sisters mouth so that she help her breathe, the blod streaming from her nose... All of those memories and feelings comes back to me when someone cough badly or when I have a sore throat myself. It gives me death anxiety and panik. I cried yesterday because I was so scared, I also started to think about what would happen if I died. I am not planning on dying any time soon but you never know. I have to sort things out, so I dont have to be worried about it. I will tell you more about my sister, her life and death an other day, I have to rest now. James is getting two new teeth so he hasnt been sleeping good the last 3 nights= I havent either.
Cleaning freak!
Is James obsessed with cleaning? Should we be worried? I mean he havent even taken of his overall yet and his cleaning already!?
Monkey trouble!!
This is what happens if we doesnt watch our little chimpans all the time.
XD
XD
Freecyclegbg.se
Do you have things that you dont need? Put them on Freecycles website! Then other people can use it. This website is brilliant. On Monday I am going to pick a tv up.
A FREE TELLY!! :D
www.freecyclegbg.se
A FREE TELLY!! :D
www.freecyclegbg.se
Negative thoughts
Paul was very down this morning and didnt want to get up. Hes been sick for four days and just been sitting in the sofa playing football games. Ofcourse that make you a bit depressed! Hes better now though, so tomorrow we will go out for a walk etc. He did get up, he also made me brekfast ( I am sick ) and did all the dishes. I am so impressed because I know exactly how he feels when hes like this. It feels like your body is to heavy to move, you dont have any energy at all for anything and so on. I cant do much when I feel like that, but he can, he knows how to change his negative thoughts to positive ones so that he can handle doing some things.
Thats all it is, negative thoughts, dont let them rule your life!
Romantic bride
Romantic with spring flowers
I want it to be spring now!!
Funeral flowers winter
Funeral flowers with winter theme
Heart shaped wedding bag
This is a wedding bouquet that I made years ago! You hold it like a handbag in your hand. Cute and a bit different.
Todays monkey outfit
James is so cute in this outfit from Marcs and Spencers, he got it from Grandma Lyn and Grandpa Rob.
In the food store
I gave James the responsibility for our list... AND HE STARTS TO EAT IT!
Day Care
James loves Day Care! How I know that? When I pick him out of the car and he sees the building he smiles like crazy and points at it :) When we reach the door and he rings the bell he smiles and when he sees his "teacher" Jeanette he smiles more and more and more! I am so happy that he enjoys it so much, without Day Care I wouldnt function, I wouldnt get any breaks at all juring the whole day (when Paul is to ill to help) or night. Not even be able to poo alone!! Now I can do dishes, sleep, shower, do all my phone calls etc in peace. It means a lot!
I dont understand why people doesnt put there children in Day Care as soon as possible (if the child is ready for it ofcourse), even if you doesnt work. You do need a break from each other, have some peace and quiet or just do nothing, it turns you in to a better, calmer and more relaxed mum. And no, I dont mean that you should get children and then put them in Day Care all day for no reason, but 15 hours a week doesnt do any harm. Mums are humans aswell and we need to have some time for ourselves, just like we had before we got a baby. Its very easy to forget who you were before and just be a mum, this will cause problems for the whole family in the end.
I dont understand why people doesnt put there children in Day Care as soon as possible (if the child is ready for it ofcourse), even if you doesnt work. You do need a break from each other, have some peace and quiet or just do nothing, it turns you in to a better, calmer and more relaxed mum. And no, I dont mean that you should get children and then put them in Day Care all day for no reason, but 15 hours a week doesnt do any harm. Mums are humans aswell and we need to have some time for ourselves, just like we had before we got a baby. Its very easy to forget who you were before and just be a mum, this will cause problems for the whole family in the end.
Jeanette and James
Walking from Day Care to our car, James wears the cool overall he got from Grandma Lyn and Grandpa Rob :D
Going for a walk
Our carpark is sooooo far away from our appartment, think it takes 10 min to walk there if you have lots to carry.
If you have a chimpans with you it takes at least half an hour! Its an very exiting walk though, for James anyway. We often meet dogs (James LOVES dogs) for example. This time he climbed the staires all on his own. He was very proud afterwards!
If you have a chimpans with you it takes at least half an hour! Its an very exiting walk though, for James anyway. We often meet dogs (James LOVES dogs) for example. This time he climbed the staires all on his own. He was very proud afterwards!
New bra...
My favourite bra broke yesterday, now I have to go an buy some new ones.
I HATE BUYING BRAS!!
They fit nice in the changing room, but after one day, when you removed all the tags it starts to itch or something like that. Then I cant use it anymore and I have to go hunting in the bra jungle again... But I guess its time for some new ones, then I wont have to worry about that Paul will see that I have tea stains on my white ( very off white) bra when he takes my top of in a hot moment xD My favourite one, my black bra, the broken one wasnt so bad though...They are also really expensive, well, if you have big boobs anyway.
Please fit me! Please dont itch!
James is such a good boy!!!
James loves to do house work. Cook food on his Micki stove and then feed us with it. He walks around with a sponge and cleans the tables and his stove, hes got a little spray bottle that he loves and he brings it around with his sponge.
Heres some pictures when hes waccum cleaning in our dirty kitchen.
Heres some pictures when hes waccum cleaning in our dirty kitchen.
His dad doesnt know how to clean though ;)
Actually he does, think he cleans more than I do! :D
Todays monkey outfit
Confy today again! The Chimpans have to wear a scarf today beacuse hes getting two new theeth= much drools!
LipFish
LipFish is a Swedish design label with the aim to make colourful and fun clothes and toys for children up to four years of age. I love them! Have to buy something from them when we have money!!
James at Annas wedding
He was so handsome, dont you think?
Wedding bouquet
My friend Sanna wants me to make her bridal bouquet next summer. SO MUCH FUN! I love to create something beautiful and personal for someone that I know. It is a bit scary aswell though, I have to make something very special, I love the butterflies I get in my tummy when I get to do something like this. My mind just runs away and I get very crazy ideas. I made my friend Annas bouquet last summer, one of my best friends Pernilla was supporting and assisting me. Think I will ask her to help me this time aswell, we are a good team. I wont let James help this time though, it was a bit hard to consentrate when you had a 8 month old baby crawling around your feet! Anna made the beautiful table decorations herself.
Monkey lookalike 4
Monkey lookalike 3
Thomas Sabo
I love Thomas Sabos jewellry, Paul got me a beautiful necklace with a silver heart for my birthday last year. I would love to get a bracelet where I can collect more lovely charms! Or to hang the heart on when I dont want it in a necklace. Our anniversary is coming up soon.... Valentines day.... :P
Monkey lookalike 2
Toys from Grandpa Rob
James got some nice toys from his Grandpa Rob for xmas. He LOVES them. The pictures shows you one of them, a car with a bear in it. James drives it around the appartment sounding like a car :D
Letter from Habiliteringen
We got a letter from Habiliteringen today, they are going to give Paul the help and training that he needs to get on his feet again. They will also provide some help for me. Within 3 month this will start. It feels nice that we come this far finally. For you people that doesnt know, Paul has Asperger syndrome.
You can read about Habiliteringen on there website below.
http://www.vgregion.se/sv/Habilitering-och-halsa/Habiliteringen/
Whats Asperger syndrome? Read about it on the website below.
In Swedish http://www.autism.se/content1.asp?nodeid=19408
In English http://kidshealth.org/parent/medical/brain/asperger.html
http://www.vgregion.se/sv/Habilitering-och-halsa/Habiliteringen/
Whats Asperger syndrome? Read about it on the website below.
In Swedish http://www.autism.se/content1.asp?nodeid=19408
In English http://kidshealth.org/parent/medical/brain/asperger.html
Playdate with Björn
My dear cousin Björn came for a visit yesterday. He played with James all afternoon and they had so much fun! It was nice to have some time to relax, I sat in front of the computer until it was dinner time. Its nice to be lazy sometimes, right?
Todays monkey outfit
Nice and confy for a day at Day Care
Värmegatan 23
This is our house, we like it here! Beautiful with all the snow, dont you think?
Monkey lookalike
James room
I would like to make James room looking like this, love the rainbow. Think I will try to do it this summer. His current wallpaper is so borring, cream with red berries.... Not nice in a childs room, well not in any room if you want my opinion!!
This is what I am aiming for :P
Me now
Me in a few months :P
LCHF- I am starting my new life today!
Im starting my new life this week.... Yes I know that Ive said that at last a millions of times, but now I am going to do it. Starting my LCHF diet now, this week will be hard, I am addicted to sugar and always need it if I dont feel good... But I will succed this time! GO GO GO! I will publich how much weight and centimeters I loose every month.
Paul is our favourite!
As most of you know Paul isnt well and hes fighting everyday to get better. He is so amazing and I am so happy that we met in that pub in England. We have been through hell together and now finally we have answers to our questions and we know what we need to do to get better. I get tears in my eyes when I think about last year. It was such a rough year, but also a year that I always will be grateful for in a way. All the bad stuff brought us closer together. We are the best team in the world and our strength and love amazes me. It feels like last year broke us down totally, but we have found all the pieces that we need to become whole again. What we need to do now is to put all the pieces togheter again, slow and carefully everyday.
Thank you to all of you that supports us! You are all so important to us <3
To Paul- We love you! Your monkeys xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Welcome to our new blogg!
It has been about 8 months since I posted anything in James blogg, so I decided to create a new one. This will be a blogg about our family, happy and less happy moments. I will update with videos from the last 8 months when I get a new cable for my phone, so you will all be able to see James first steps etc. DONT WORRY ;)
I will start with a little something about James.
We are very proud of our son Paul and I, he is so easy going and kind, we are so lucky to have him in our life and he brings us such a joy! Hes not a little baby anymore, now hes a little boy exploring EVERYTHING, imitating EVERYTHING that we do, something new happens everyday. Life is never borring when you have a little monkey in the house!
James is so clever, he surprises us all the time with his way of solving things. For example, if he cant reach something he gets something to stand on. Is that normal for a boy that just turned 13 month? Well we choose to believe that hes extra smart, its much more fun like that :P
I will start with a little something about James.
We are very proud of our son Paul and I, he is so easy going and kind, we are so lucky to have him in our life and he brings us such a joy! Hes not a little baby anymore, now hes a little boy exploring EVERYTHING, imitating EVERYTHING that we do, something new happens everyday. Life is never borring when you have a little monkey in the house!
James is so clever, he surprises us all the time with his way of solving things. For example, if he cant reach something he gets something to stand on. Is that normal for a boy that just turned 13 month? Well we choose to believe that hes extra smart, its much more fun like that :P
